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today i felt so let down ..something that i am expecting to happen that m looking forward to won't happen... all these days ive been planning and dreaming about this event... any way let me leave it to God...he might have a better plan for me... i need to move on with what life has given me..n pray.. now i am shutting my mind and erasing all the feelings ..i am used to this ..i have learnt to be patient...its a hard thing but i will try :S