Rafeef Ziadah - 'We teach life, sir', London, 12.11.11

Rafeef Ziadah - 'Shades of anger', London, 12.11.11

Emptiness

Just another night of feeling emptiness. Life seems frozen yet each passing day makes me grow older. I feel that life 10 years ago was still almost the same. When friend's pictures with family are posted in Facebook I see that they are moving on with life in great speed. I am helpless. I feel extremely deprived. I have never felt this much emptiness ever before. Staying in Malaysia has taught me more about my family and self. I realize that I have to strive to achieve things in life without support from family or anyone. When we leave the world we leave it alone and the deeds are tested of only ours alone. Not my parents or anyone. Just me alone. So it is all between me and God. Oh Almighty Allah may I have the courage to be content with what you bestow upon me. Ameen ;(