Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Home not so sweet home
















Home away from home can never be sweet. The only best thing that has ever happened here is feeling good about my presentations and studies. The next best thing may not be a best thing at all and for this reason i may as well not mention it. I miss mom and Eeshal. my cute little cousin whom i take for dinners, ice creams and photography rounds. Her voice when ever i call her is like music to my ears. The last time i called, this is what she said, " leentha eeshu dhaanamey konmes thaakah gossa mi dhanee ey ingey? ingey?". After i came here i was sad to hear that she was sick and was so thankful when Affan made her happy by givin her the presents i requested him to give. I was glad that i made her happy staying here. I am desperately looking forward to seeing mom /family , Eeshal and my best friend. You all matter to me and surrounded by you, i can smile more often :) ..Please come before i forget to smile

Giving up


changing me for what i am not

controlling me tying a knot

forcing me, pressuring me

God i can't survive let me be

just let me be

whom do you want me to be

just let me be

ignored me but still its no

i cant be what you want me to be

please love me for what i am

loved me before hey im the same

fed up of transformations

no self identifications

so please let me be

i give up , let it be