Tuesday, November 25, 2008
To Zara
I sat in silence, on the river bank
My boredom just vanished
I let my mind go blank
Erasing the moment I cherished
I felt the drops of rain
As it caressed my cheeks
I let the feelings drain
That I had felt for weeks
Soaked to the skin I walked
Towards the path I came
Where we met n talked
And later shouted with shame
The sun peaked among the clouds
I let my self drown in the light
And ran into the city of crowds
Singing and dancing, feeling bright
Let Go: To my best friend Shany
: this is a grafitti i drew ..its for you symbolizes moving on through storms n calmness.
As we believe life is a series of moments in which we experience lots of things which may change our perceptions, opinions and attitude. The decisions we make may result in unexpected consequences and challenges. When happy moments pass we are not aware of it and it is hard to let go. we waste our energy dwelling on past and waiting for the moment to come again. This results in lack of hope and self esteem and opens our life to depression and sadness cripples it.We make choices in wrong ways. The question is why do we let it happen to us? Outer accomplishments hardly give way to permanent happiness or contentment/ it is temporary. First of all, inner ever lasting happiness comes from with in our selves, form our heart. We have to do this by devoting ourselves to God. There is no obstacle between us and God. There is none who can fulfill our dreams and give us inner peace other than him. This will help us to learn to let go it was not meant to be. Learn to be in control. Feel that you have the control to make things right. God has something good in store for us. Have faith, let go and grasp what he has in store for you. You will know it when the time comes. I have the feeling that it is going to happen soon. I have hope and I give all my hope to you. smile :)
As we believe life is a series of moments in which we experience lots of things which may change our perceptions, opinions and attitude. The decisions we make may result in unexpected consequences and challenges. When happy moments pass we are not aware of it and it is hard to let go. we waste our energy dwelling on past and waiting for the moment to come again. This results in lack of hope and self esteem and opens our life to depression and sadness cripples it.We make choices in wrong ways. The question is why do we let it happen to us? Outer accomplishments hardly give way to permanent happiness or contentment/ it is temporary. First of all, inner ever lasting happiness comes from with in our selves, form our heart. We have to do this by devoting ourselves to God. There is no obstacle between us and God. There is none who can fulfill our dreams and give us inner peace other than him. This will help us to learn to let go it was not meant to be. Learn to be in control. Feel that you have the control to make things right. God has something good in store for us. Have faith, let go and grasp what he has in store for you. You will know it when the time comes. I have the feeling that it is going to happen soon. I have hope and I give all my hope to you. smile :)
Sunday, November 23, 2008
CHANGES
a girl climbed up the tree
jumped down a roof
jumped over puddles
ran every day in the sun
so wild so adventurous
without care or worries
a young gal danced on stage
and acted in Shakespeare plays
got involved in sports
a young gal got conscious
about her clothes, her appearance
a young girl started looking
for an identity of herself
alone with her grandma
a young gal went off to bed
crying, thinking of her parents
a young gal grew without parents
her parents was her grandmother
a young girl hated walking on the road
she felt eyes piercing into her body
her ears opened to what she heard
people stare, spread rumours
drew a picture of her that she never knew
judgmental people were hard to avoid
a young girl had to walk alone
had to survive alone it was hard
slowly her ears became deaf
her eyes went blind
she stopped feeling conscious
she had to survive alone
she fought back not with words
but silence, grieving inside
breaking apart not knowing answers
for all the questions she had in mind
a young gal fell in love once
felt the joy of being loved
hand in hand she enjoyed
till her heart was broken
then she burried it deep inside
but the love grew again
for almost seven years
emotionally tortured
the world grew dark for her
it became cruel, to avoid
she lost her innocence
she became strong
she had to find the will power
to stand alone to cross barriers
a women found pleasure
in the little ones she taught
they showed her a world
full of love and inspiration
spending time at home was a disaster
a woman flew away to study
came back and wanted to start a good life
she was praised in her job
talented and creative
thats how people described her
a woman started thinking about life
took responsibilities and made decisions
some right and some wrong
a woman met different people
who hurt her again but this time
she was able to cope ,with dignity
a woman lost her grand mother
the love of her life
she fell apart, devoted herself
to God,she prayed for her love
a woman felt empty and alone
inside four walls she grieved alone
a woman got busy with her passions
lived cos she had to but became strong
a woman almost gave up on life
till her hand was held by someone
she was led gently
into the comfort of someone's arm
the damsel in distress
was carried away by the knight
a woman was shown a better path
for her patience, courage and faith
a woman felt for the first time
after death of her grandma
that her world has been taken care of
by the one who loved her
the one who took her hand
and gave his whole life to her
Saturday, November 8, 2008
:(
today i felt so let down ..something that i am expecting to happen that m looking forward to won't happen... all these days ive been planning and dreaming about this event... any way let me leave it to God...he might have a better plan for me... i need to move on with what life has given me..n pray.. now i am shutting my mind and erasing all the feelings ..i am used to this ..i have learnt to be patient...its a hard thing but i will try :S
The best steps: by leen
I was searching high and low
For the one I have dreamt for
Never knew and realised before
You were the one I've been waiting for
You have been the one missing
Meeting you was a good blessing
Now that i have found you
I will never let go of you
The best step I took in life
was the day i took your hand for life
Uniting in a sweet bond forever
Have never felt lucky, ever
Honey be mine till the end
My life, my love, my husband
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
the sweet mail
i was thinking abt you all day, was in class n suddenly saw this on the floor, well like they say if ur in love the whole world would seem to be in love too. mmmwwwwwaaaa really really miss u, i've started to to lil planes for our honeymoon, insha allah i'll be in male on feb ingey dhooneee, mmmmwwwaaaa. love you (attached is the pic)
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Abaya
for days ive been imaginin my self in abayas..m tryin 2 like it ...so i check videos n browse the net
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