i miss u

You r not here tonight and i am missing you.This cannot be explained with words because my heart is so low ..extremely down...n when i called u ...i just didn't like what u said . though u said u loved me something u said showed that u donno me still .. any way i don't blame u.. we have differences :(

A friend's feelings...he shared this with me... when i read this i felt like i was present there .... n the waves really caressed my feet

Have you seen the sky as the clouds joins up! as it covers the sun, such a darkness it shows, and there comes the moment that you think that this world shall never see light no more, while the heavy rain pours upon you, without mercy, yet after a few minutes the clouds depart and down descends the mighty rays of the sun, shining upon you, and let you forget what have just taken place..



Have you seen the waves! As the gather up like a ragging storm, with the scary sound, building up so high, driving fear into your heart? Yet they slow down, calmly come and gently kiss your feet, and fades away with the natural harmony and musical tone soothing your heart...



Have you had that feeling! when everything falls apart, when everyone turns against you, with all your problems, you toss and turn trying to sleep, painful far more worse than death it seems, yet after a while you drift far from reality, as if nothing have happened, sweet moments of love and calmness takes over you, and you keep wishing that those dreams may never come to an end, or it be true… waking with a strong aim and bravery, yet for another day to fight through…..

With the wish soon, very soon it’ll all be fine.



Waves form like raging storms

Yet they end in a peaceful harmony, what a spectacular scene!!

missing

I went to my sisters weddin to colombo with my family.. there i found how wonderful it was to have fun with sisters, baby niece brother in laws n mom..the party was great ...n the islamic way of gettin married there was so different as well..it was very interestin.. i learnt a lot... during this trip i realised somethin else that confused me a lot.. i was missing someone so much...i kept calling n smsin him till i realised what was happening....i kept on n on askin my self questions n i got to the core of why this was happening..it was cos during my sick time in Male till i left ..only he checked on me, asked whether i took medication n i felt closer to him .it gave me a feeling that someone is out there who cares about my well being ..n all ... i wonder why i missed him ..he was far away whether it be lanka or maldives.. wasnt he still far???but i had this feeling that i was going far away.. hehe funny ... some emotions are hard to understand ...now again its me only n this computer which connects me to the people who care n whom i feel close to ..comin back to home land is terrible.. i miss my family n the happy times. Uyoon loabee miss u a lot baby niece mmmmwuah!!! hope ur sleepin like an angel

HERO

LOVELY SONG I LOVE THE LYRICS N THE WAY IT WAS SUNG BY MARIAH CARRIE

Mariah Carey Lyrics
Hero Lyrics

A golden oldy : Smokie: who the f** is Alice?

can remember dancing with sharaj to this..i was so young n innocent.. so afraid to fall in love with u ..i wish i had but now its too late..i donno in which corner of the word u r :)


Sally called when she got the word,
She said: "I suppose you've heard -
About Alice".
Well I rushed to the window,
And I looked outside,
But I could hardly believe my eyes -
As a big limousine rolled up
Into Alice's drive...

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I'm feeling, maybe get a second glance,
Now I've got to get used to not living next door to Alice...
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Grew up together,
Two kids in the park,
Carved our initials,
Deep in the bark,
Me and Alice.
Now she walks through the door,
With her head held high,
Just for a moment, I caught her eye,
As a big limousine pulled slowly
Out of Alice's drive.

Oh, I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I'm feeling, maybe get a second glance,
Now I gotta get used to not living next door to Alice...
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Sally called back, asked how I felt,
She said: "I know how to help -
Get over Alice".
She said: "Now Alice is gone,
But I'm still here,
You know I've been waiting
For twenty-four years..."
And the big limousine disappeared...

I don't know why she's leaving,
Or where she's gonna go,
I guess she's got her reasons,
But I just don't want to know,
'Cos for twenty-four years
I've been living next door to Alice.
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Twenty-four years just waiting for a chance,
To tell her how I feel, and maybe get a second glance,
But I'll never get used to not living next door to Alice...
Alice, who the fuck is Alice

Now I'll never get used to not living next door to Alice...