Bismillah
With tears running down my cheeks I pray to you God! Please bless me with a child. Fill my life with happiness and joy of looking after my off-springs. Give me the privilege and the pleasure of holding tiny hands and teaching them how to walk.. how to talk ... follow our religion and love you dear God! Almighty Allah. I can be any man's servant ..i can sacrifice all my needs just bless me with tiny bundles of joy.
With tears running down my cheeks I pray to you God! Please bless me with a child. Fill my life with happiness and joy of looking after my off-springs. Give me the privilege and the pleasure of holding tiny hands and teaching them how to walk.. how to talk ... follow our religion and love you dear God! Almighty Allah. I can be any man's servant ..i can sacrifice all my needs just bless me with tiny bundles of joy.
Ameen
This was posted by me about five years back. I still feel the same. Being married for two years and being deprived of being a mother is very cruel. I have stopped asking Allah but I know I should not stop. Every time I see pregnant ladies, children all around me and my cousins I feel like touching my tummy n feeling a bulge. I must have done something very wrong to deserve this life. Raising a child as if she is my daughter gives happiness but I wish i get to give care and love the same way to a child of my blood. Feeling drained and helpless... feeling like crying ..close my eyes n shut the world .. Donno to whom I should express my feelings.
