Farewell

This world is attractive to us with its snares, amusements and carnivals that make us oblivious of its transitory nature. Despite the fun and frolic that we seek in the world, we have to bid adieu to the world. Yes, no one will accompany us. We have to make it on our own. Naturally, others will take our place just as we have taken the place of those who have already gone forth. Life will come full circle and so will the world that will repeat the story for times to come. Carnivals will be held once again but we won't be there. Lovers will swear by their love all over again and make monuments to celebrate youth, love and spring. At the same time, problems that were before will also persist side by side.

RESOLUTIONS FOR 2010

Pray five times a day on time regularly!!!!
Decorate home and spend more time on doing interiors.
Use very innovative ideas in teaching.
Give sadaqai a lot.
Pray for maama more.
Learn to get comfort by devoting myself to Allah in times of misery.
Stop taking crap from people and learn to say no more often.
Spend more time with Eeshal mmmwuah!! my lovely cute cousin.
Give time for friends check on them and keep in touch.
Translate a book which will teach people modesty.
Be fair to all my students and love them equally.
Make wise decisions.
Learn a new language.
Be more cautious about my health.
Learn to smile more often and worry less thinking about past.
Participate in a photography contest.
change my style of dressing.
Stop buying slippers, heels etc and keeping it without wearing.
Take challenges of life and try to succeed.
.....to be continued.....

when i met u : Sarah Geronimo/SONG

There I was, an empty piece of a shell
Just minding my own world
Without even knowing, what love and life were all about
Then you came,
You've brought me out of the shell
You gave me the world to me, and before
I knew, there I was so in love with you

Chorus
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feeling
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began, when I met you

II
I love the touch of your hair
And when I look in your eyes, I just know
I know, I wanted something good
And I'm sure, my love for you will endure
Your love light up my world and take all my cares
Away where they can't bother me

Chorus
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feeling
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began, when I met you


Bridge:
You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love, is different from the yesterday
I knew, you taught me to love
And darling, I will always cherish you!
Today, tomorrow and forever...

And I'm sure, our evening will come around
I know, we'll be making love, like never before
My love, who could asked for more

Chorus
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feeling
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began, when I met you

I WORRY

AM I WORRYIN TOO MUCH?why?

I SEE GOD IN U

English Translation:

YOU ARE MY PARADISE,
YOU ARE MY OBSESSION,
YOU ARE MY WISHES,
YOU ARE EASE FOR MY SOUL,
YOU ARE RELIEF FOR MY EYES,
YOU ARE A KNOCK ON THE DOOR OF MY HEART,
I KNOW NOTHING ELSE, BUT I DO KNOW THIS,
I SEE GOD IN YOU,
OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?
I BOW MY HEAD TO YOU,
OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?
WHAT IS THIS DISTANCE, THIS HELPLESSNESS?
I HAVE ONLY TOUCHED YOU WITH MY GAZE,
AT TIMES IT'S YOUR FRAGRANCE, AT OTHER TIMES, YOUR WORDS,
WITHOUT ASKING FOR IT I HAVE RECIEVED THE WHOLE WORLD,
YOU ARE WHAT LIGHTENS MY HEART,
YOU ARE ALL THE VALUBLE THINGS OF LIFETIMES,
I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE, BUT I DO KNOW THIS,

I SEE GOD IN YOU,
OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?
I BOW MY HEAD TO YOU,
OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?
GOD HAS MADE THE COUPLE...
SOFTLY IT CAME, TORMENTING ME,
YOUR SHADOW TEASES AND KISSES ME,
WHENEVER YOU SMILE,
WHENEVER YOU BECOME SHY,
IT MAKES THE SPIRIT INSIDE ME SPIN WITH JOY,
YOU ARE MY GOOD FORTUNE,
YOU ARE MY DEVOTION,
I KNOW NOTHING ELSE, BUT I KNOW THIS,

I SEE GOD IN YOU,
OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?
I BOW MY HEAD TO YOU,
OH GOD WHAT DO I DO?
GOD HAS MADE THE COUPLE...


Song: Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai
Artist: Roopkumar Rathod
Movie/Album: Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi
Music: Salim ~ Sulaiman
Lyrics: Jaideep Sahni

just an adventure ..n went our separate ways..( not edited just as said)

this is wht i told her when she used to ask me why i talked n wanted to talk n stuff.
hehe..i told her tht i was a dffrnt kinda person...the kind tht looks for 'my adventure'....'my adventure'...was just going out freee...meeting sum interesting person...n just sharing an experience...like throwing urself out there....n when i started to talk to her for the first time...i just felt an unusual urge to know her even more..i didn't see her or know anything about her,..yet i just wanted to talk and know her v v badly..so we talked...n talked...n ....i just started caring abt her feelings...i really wanted to know how she was feeling...how she'd feel happy n stuff.............so...we were chattin one night..n i told her i'd just go near her house to see her...half an hour later i was there...i just didn't care...i just cudn't believe wht i was doing...hehe.....hey i didn't see her that night....hehehe...she just peeped out d jail door at her house...never came out...i was sweating n nervous...hehe.....i just somehow wanted to let her do that so bad....i kept on insisting she come with me to some island...hehe...assured her i wudn't even touch her...n stuff...i was just totally prepared to hire a boat n just leave...after tht frst nyt..after i went near her house...she used to joke abt me being her stalker....hehe...........but tht beach thng never hppned ofcourse...she must hv thought i was a creep...but anyway...i started to ask her about her whole life..more n more..n i started to care abt her more evry time...i hadn't planned it then...i mean to get involved so much...but she was just too interesting...first time i saw her was that morning with u...hehe....it felt like a precious little beautiful bird in a cage...i just wanted to take tht bird out for the ride of her life...i just had to take her out n just let her fly...so...i insisted on going to hulhumaale..it gave me such joy n happiness just to see her enjoying there...out with us...neither me nor niya had gone to hulhumaale like that...or any other place...but...i just had to do it...i was just relishing that moment...it was wonderful....it was wonderful to see her so happyy....no matter what happened....it still was a wonderful time...n now a wonderful memory...ingeyyy..i'm not sayin tht i did the ryt thing...i'm not justifying anythng...it just hppnd n it was supposed to make us happy at tht time..tht moment...n yes...after knowing more n more n talkin , n caring...yea...i loved her...a lot..i shudn't let any1 hang on to anythng i say now..ekamuves...its no use me tellin u how it is..dho....no use tellin any1...it was just not meant to be..we prbbly shared the part of our lives tht we were supposed to...n now back on our individual paths....for now....hehe....u never know what happens..yeah...its sad...but its real....n i'm dealing with it..so,..i was her friendly neighborhood "stalker"..prayer time..ok...gudnyt...swytdryms...ingeyyy...tc

REACH: by Leen

Sail your way through the ocean
Sail till you reach a destination
In calm waters and in storms
Non stop to reach your homes
Like a proud queen or king
Feel like you are ruling
Feel that the world is yours
And it will surely be yours
Don't let anyone defeat
You have the courage to beat
The strong waves, the rough seas
You can achieve what you please
Be strong and sail your way through
Your dreams insha Allah will be true